Since we are travellers and pilgrims in the world, let us ever ponder on the end of the road, that is of our life, for the end of our roadway is our home (St Columban, 8th sermon).
24 February 2023
'God gave me the best part - and he never took it away.' Sunday Reflections, 1st Sunday of Lent, Year A
GospelMatthew 4:1-11 (English Standard Version Anglicised: India)
Then
Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the
devil. And after fasting forty days and forty nights, he was
hungry. And the tempter came and said to him, “If you are the
Son of God, command these stones to become loaves of bread.” But he
answered, “It is written,
“‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth
of God.’”
Then
the devil took him to the holy city and set him on the pinnacle of the
templeand said to him, “If you are the Son of God,
throw yourself down, for it is written,
“‘He will command his angels concerning you’,
and
“‘On their hands they will bear you up, lest you strike your foot against a stone.’”
Jesus
said to him, “Again it is written, ‘You shall not put the
Lord your God to the test.’” Again, the devil took him to a very high
mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. And
he said to him, “All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship
me.” Then Jesus said to him, “Be gone, Satan! For it is
written,
“‘You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve.’”
Then
the devil left him, and behold, angels came and were ministering to him.
I remember vividly a homily on
this gospel when I was in the seminary, around 1965. The preacher was a saintly
Columban, Fr Edward McCormack, known to us as ‘Father Ted’, though he was a far
cry from the Father Ted in the British comedy TV series about a group of
priests in a remote part of Ireland. It wasn’t so much the preacher’s words as
the sense of the horror he conveyed of the very idea of Satan trying to tempt
Jesus Christ, God who became Man that struck me and that still remains. Father
Ted conveyed to me a sense of the horror of what sin is.
Lent is a time in which we can receive the grace of knowing
something of the horror of sin and of the price that our loving God paid in
order to save us from being lost in it. Lent is a time when the whole Church
prepares to celebrate the Resurrection of Jesus at Easter. We can’t do that
without going through Good Friday and all that led to that.
An essential part of going through Lent, and one that
involves some pain, is accepting responsibility for our personal sins and
asking God’s forgiveness in the sacrament of confession or reconciliation. This
is an expression of God’s love for us as sinners, a sacrament in which Jesus
gives us the grace to resist the temptations of Satan as he did in the gospel.
One person who understood the depths of God's love in the sacrament of confession was the Venerable Matt Talbot (1856-1925). In the videos above and below the scriptwriter, the late Fr Desmond Forristal of the Archdiocese of Dublin, uses the artistic device of having Matt tell his own story while walking through the streets of Dublin 60 years after his death. It's a device that for me works remarkably well.
Matt Talbot was a Dubliner who had become an alcoholic by the age of 13 or 14 and spent the next fourteen years as a drunkard. He went to the extreme once of stealing a fiddle from a beggar and pawned it to get money for drink. It was his only living, Matt tells us in the video,and I think that was the worst thing I ever did in my life. Matt made many efforts later to trace the beggar but never succeeded.
Yet during his fourteen years of drinking Matt hardly ever missed Sunday Mass, though he didn't receive Holy Communion, and always said a Hail Mary before sleeping. I think that's what saved me in the long run, he tells us.
At the beginning of the second video - each video is less than 24 minutes - Matt, masterfully played by Irish actor SéamusForde, goes through a soul-wrenching temptation right at Communion time, something that happens the same Sunday morning at Mass in three different churches, a temptation that drives him out of each, until he falls on his knees outside one of them and prays Jesus, mercy; Mary help, a prayer that most Dubliners would have been familiar with.
Matt Talbot
The second video shows Matt sending a donation to the Maynooth Mission to China, as the Columbans were first known in Ireland, some time in the mid-1920s. The note he enclosed is in the Columban archives. The amount, one pound from himself and ten shillings (half of a pound) from his sister, was considerable for poor people.
Towards the end of the video Matt speaks of the things God had asked him to do. He put these thoughts in my mind when I was praying - and I knew they came from him. Only the priest in confession knew about these special things, small things God wanted me to do. They weren't for anybody else.
Among the special things, small things were the chains he wore on certain occasions. It was these very chains, found on his body when he died, that led to people asking questions about me . . . God must have wanted it that way . . . using me to say something to people today, now.
Lent is a gift that God gives the Church each year, a personal gift to each member of the Church, a time when he wants to put these thoughts in my mind when I am praying.
Matt Talbot was the farthest thing imaginable from the 'celebrities' of today during his life. In the nearly 100 years since his death he has given hope to many, especially persons struggling with alcoholism and other addictions.
Will I allow God this Lent to put whatever thoughts he wants to in my mind by giving him time in prayer? Will I allow him, as Mary did when she said Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word, to use me to say something to people today, now?
Will I fall on my knees in moments of great temptation, as Matt did during the terrible struggle he had right at Communion time three times on that one Sunday morning, perhaps reflecting the three temptations of the Lord in today's gospel, and plead Jesus, mercy, Mary help?
Will I allow myself to experience God's merciful love for me as a sinner through the sacrament of confession as Matt did?
They thought I was missing the good things in life. But God gave me the best part - and he never took it away.
Dubliners refer to older churches by their street names rather than by their patronal names. The church above, which Matt calls 'Gardiner Street church', is that of the Jesuits. Matt also refers a number of times to the 'chapel' in Seville Place, the Church of St Laurence O'Toole, once Archbishop of Dublin and now of its two patron saints, the other being St Kevin. This is another old Dublin usage, calling a church a 'chapel'. The accent and idioms of Matt in the two videos are pure Dublin.
When I was a child my mother, when 'going into town', i.e. into the city centre, would sometimes go through Granby Lane and we'd pray at the spot where Matt died. Everyone in Dublin then knew who Matt Talbot was. I'm not so sure about today.
You can discover more about this wonderful man, venerated by many struggling with alcoholism and other addictions, here and by googling.
Snowdrops, St Columban's Dalgan Park
19 February 2023
Pope St Leo the Great
Office of Readings, Thursday after Ash Wednesday
Dearly beloved, the earth is always filled with the mercy of the Lord. For every one of us Christians nature is full of instruction that we should worship God. The heavens and the earth, the sea and all that is within them, proclaim the goodness and the almighty power of their maker. The wonderful beauty of these inferior elements of nature demands that we, intelligent beings, should give thanks to God.
Traditional Latin Mass
First Sunday in Lent
The Complete Mass in Latin and English is here. (Adjust the date at the top of that page to 02-26-2023 if necessary).
Epistle: 2 Corinthians 6:1-10. Gospel: Matthew 4:1-11.
Dearest Father Seán, Oh, no doubt God will help us IF we only ask for giving us strength! Right now I need it for healing from my wounds and fractures as a woman T–boned me while I was on my bike, in front of Pieter as the lead biker... He saw it and there I was in sudden severe pain and 5 hours at the ER. They let me go home but I had to follow up with my orthopedic surgeon = one hour driving distance and he could only see my two days later. Now waiting for my shoulder MRI on Wednesday afternoon and next appointment on March 22 as they are too busy. God give me strength and PATIENCE! Got meds for reducing the swelling and at least I slept rather well. Lots of friends are praying and Pieter is at Adoration and Mass and bring me the Holy Communion back home. Hugs, Mariette
PS Seeing the City of Dublin back in the 1st movie was good—fond memories for both of us. And, my late 1st husband was an alcoholic...
From a friend in the Philippines in an email and used here with permission: ‘Thank you very much, dear Fr Seán! You introduced me to the Venerable Matt Talbot [many years ago] so our family could pray to him for our youngest brother, addicted to alcohol then. What you have shared in this Sunday’s reflection is really so beautiful, thank you!
‘I will share it with a Filipino priest who struggled with addiction for many years, is in recovery now and is just beginning to help out in a rehab community. I will also tell him about you & Matt Talbot & my brother (dry now for 23 years!)’
Thank you for your comment, despite your present situation. Count me among those praying for your speedy recovery. And may God help the patient to be patient!
Thank you too for sharing about your late first husband. I have known many alcoholics. What I have found is that when they are sober they are the kindest of people with a deep understanding of what suffering is, And those closest to them suffer deeply too. Recovering alcoholics live out the first beatitude: 'Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven'. The translation of the New English Bible helped me understand what this means: 'How blest are those who know their need of God; the kingdom of Heaven is theirs'.
Dearest Father Seán,
ReplyDeleteOh, no doubt God will help us IF we only ask for giving us strength!
Right now I need it for healing from my wounds and fractures as a woman T–boned me while I was on my bike, in front of Pieter as the lead biker...
He saw it and there I was in sudden severe pain and 5 hours at the ER.
They let me go home but I had to follow up with my orthopedic surgeon = one hour driving distance and he could only see my two days later.
Now waiting for my shoulder MRI on Wednesday afternoon and next appointment on March 22 as they are too busy. God give me strength and PATIENCE!
Got meds for reducing the swelling and at least I slept rather well.
Lots of friends are praying and Pieter is at Adoration and Mass and bring me the Holy Communion back home.
Hugs,
Mariette
PS Seeing the City of Dublin back in the 1st movie was good—fond memories for both of us. And, my late 1st husband was an alcoholic...
From a friend in the Philippines in an email and used here with permission: ‘Thank you very much, dear Fr Seán! You introduced me to the Venerable Matt Talbot [many years ago] so our family could pray to him for our youngest brother, addicted to alcohol then. What you have shared in this Sunday’s reflection is really so beautiful, thank you!
ReplyDelete‘I will share it with a Filipino priest who struggled with addiction for many years, is in recovery now and is just beginning to help out in a rehab community. I will also tell him about you & Matt Talbot & my brother (dry now for 23 years!)’
Dear Mariette
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment, despite your present situation. Count me among those praying for your speedy recovery. And may God help the patient to be patient!
Thank you too for sharing about your late first husband. I have known many alcoholics. What I have found is that when they are sober they are the kindest of people with a deep understanding of what suffering is, And those closest to them suffer deeply too. Recovering alcoholics live out the first beatitude: 'Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven'. The translation of the New English Bible helped me understand what this means: 'How blest are those who know their need of God; the kingdom of Heaven is theirs'.